Well I'm at school celebrating because they finally unblocked dev!!! and choking on really greasy pizza... being the only thing they had left in the cafeteria and the fact I hadn't eaten today.... school sucks ass... I have this teacher that everytime she talks to me makes me want to drop out or jump off a building.... She's the fucking psycho!!!! But she is pushing me in that direction as well..... KFC treats me great but no days to rest.... they drive me to the point of exhaustion... I lay awake at night during the school week because I am stuck on "third shift" mode...... I am tired and need rest but they think I am goddamn wonderwoman with a never ending supply of energy and I'm not!!!! I AM EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!! I have pixies dancing in my head telling me I need to rest but then I have Nadine(the store manager) behind me with a pitch-fork reminding me of all her expectations..... the perfect score on the evaluation... the lonliness this job has caused me because I have no private time with the people in my life.... the seclusion it has driven me to... I don't thik I have ever felt this horrible about myself. My grades suck. I have no ove life because the guys in my life hate me. And I have no time for anything I enjoy anymore.... I had to quit taking voice lessons for the simple reasons I can't have a steady day off every week to devote to them.. I quit reading the extra books I would normally be keeping up with among the many novels and ballads we are reading in honors english... but I can't do it all... I don't even know what chapter we are in Geometry!!! Or that we were starting research papers this week in English or that I have an F in Chemistry!!! I went from straight a student to almost straight F's!! What happened here??? What can I do to fix it!??!?!?!?! Somebody please help me save myself!!!!!!! Before I die of exhaustion or fall over with a heart attack from red bull and too many drugs for sleeping and to keep the stomach happy!!!!!! PLEASE HELP ME!!! ADVICE NEEDED!!!!!!!!